though i got rejected,

today was a cool day, still.

sometimes i feel as if i'm talking to myself.

because no one knows this blog.

even if you happen to come across it, the chances are that we're complete strangers.

perhaps it'll be better if NO ONE knows this blog.

that way, i can be myself and express my thoughts freely.

sissie didn't tell me that it was gonna be so tough.

there were two rounds of interviews, but i didn't even make it through the first.

the reason being they were looking for full-timers who were able to work for more than a year, and i know i can't commit.

a smile plastered to my face, i muttered IT'S OKAY even though i knew i was lying through my teeth.

perhaps the scenario would be different if i'd went for an admin job interview.

perhaps it's fated that i'd be sitting in the office from 9 to 5, data-entry-ing.