Saturday, January 19, 2008
after today, all i have to say is still what i'd said:
'treat your friends the way you want them to treat you'.
you blame people for being so insensitive and for trampling on your pride.
you don't realise that you do the same.
how do you fancy a greeting?
a friendly smile or a buay song "WHAT?"
seems like you chose the latter because that's what you're doing.
just a teeeeeny weeeeny little favour to ask of you and you reject it downright.
and you won't even budge with repeated pleading.
so that's what friends are for?
so in the future, if you have no choice but to request a favour from your friend, be it the tiniest favour, expect the same nonchalant reply.
how are you going to survive in society with this pig-headish, obstinate character of yours?
why do you value pride above everything else?
maybe if you actually (bother to) read this, history would repeat itself and all ties would be severed.
maybe you would value pride over friendship, over kinship.
self-centredness is destructing you.
you keep shifting the blame to others because you don't understand why they are reacting this way.
maybe it's okay if you don't understand.
but it's not when you don't try to change for the better and you expect people to treat you nicely, compliment you blahblahblah.
on a side note, perhaps you do not know, perhaps you are turning a blind eye, but there is definitely more than meets the eye. he is not who he appears to be.
please, i beg of you, whenever you speak or make any move, put yourself in others' shoes to think how they would react.
i care for you because i value you as my friend, but please DO NOT TAKE ME FOR GRANTED.
i am only human.
i have feelings.
i can be hurt. easily.