Monday, January 21, 2008
giving up...giving up...
every click of the mouse sinks my heart a thousand feet.
plain looking at 'em tears welling in my eyes.
i know it's not even a month, i know it's ludicrous.
i hear those words over the phone and i start to bleed.
holy crap, im here tormenting myself and dang doesn't feel a thing.
i was looking forward to today.
i told myself to be happier than yesterday.
it was going to be successful.
then i came across that page.
and everything fell apart.
i need to bring myself back.
i must smile.
i must be happy.